why in the HELL do i let myself type when i'm drinking?!
geez, i sound like the biggest goober
well, this is my "goober domain" as mr. hicks would say

just my luck, i get clean (and heavier) right when the weather is gorgeous and i can't get in and out of a car because i severely pulled something in my back - not strain - this is the worst time i had with it, too - got great medical professionals though (yeah, i still can't believe it and i was there)
but typing and working and being able to stand up to do stand up - i'm taking in stride - they gave me shit meds too - but to each his or her own - all drugs have different effects on different people - all i know is it still hurts like a mutha - and i'm actually glad to go back to the job (holy shit, i can't believe i just typed that - yep) cabin fever when you can't write except long hand and that's actually the major problem - or even worse cabinet fever if untreated will spread into closet plague - and i'll have nothing to wear -

being away from work and the theatre have actually been a godsend, joel and i got caught up on a bunch of things we really needed to do- still didn't hit the comedy routine like i should, but it'll come
strangely joel and i doing fantastic - especially for the close quarters we share - and the back pain in the ass that we're both having to dealng with -
cutting out some of the dead weight in my life for just a short period - made me realize again just why i am here and what i do it all for -

it is to be funny, and with joel
sucks, i married the only prick that is better at being funny than me, just by dropping his pants-
but i did the other night say something that made him burst into laughter, he choked and gasped "are you trying to kill me?"
of course it's goober sweet - but for me, the best feelin' in the world is getting people to laugh - and there's nothing more beautiful than joel happy

ah well, hope everyone is cool - i'll let ya know when i go up again- should be soon, but for now - i gotta recline -
this sucks - i feel like such a whiny bitch compared to what frank went through-
stay awesome cause i ain't got time to patrol these days -
oop! jeopardy's on!